All of my life I've had this feeling that music is one of the most important things to me, but not so long ago I started questioning myself as to what is that "important" and what exactly music means to me. I think I’m still on my way to fully figure this out, but let's try to go deeper. As long as you're with me, I'm willing to share my thoughts, feelings and I don't know… let's say everything that’s happening inside me :)
Since I was a small small kid music has always been there for me during the most difficult and the happiest times of my life.. It's just something that I've loved doing, having in my life and knew nothing would ever change that. Yeah I know that sounds kind of cheesy, but it’s true. Only now I can understand that music is like a medicine to my soul. It helps me to connect to myself when I feel lost or think that I don't know what is happening inside me, don't know the answer. It’s a way to connect with other people in the deepest and richest levels, a huge help to explore myself, my passion and finally accept who I am. I always get this feeling that it just takes my arm and leads me back from these dark places or just a gentle push that helps me to reveal and explore what I have inside me. It's slightly confusing..It is everything. Isn't that weird that music can do all of that and much more? What kind of magic is that?
My real question is.. Is it really supposed to be fully understood? Are we even capable of understanding it and do we actually need that? Music, which is love, is everything, because love is everything and just love itself..
Well, I think no, because there's no limit to it.. so there's no point in trying to fully understand it, but just enjoy everything that it gives you during that beautiful process.
I know one fact.. I love music and I don't see my life without it. I just don't. I am really lucky, because I have an opportunity to do what I love. After some recent events in my life I realized even more, how precious and temporary time is and the best thing you can do about it is just to do what you love, enjoy every moment of it. That's what I wish for you and for me guys - to have this beautiful, rich, full of love life, where you stop for a second and you know you wouldn't want to be anywhere else and whatever you do fulfills you, with happiness, light and the most beautiful colors of life.
Thank you for being here, taking your time and reading this you know.. odd post lol. I'm so looking forward to this crazy, extraordinary journey! Love you all. <3